after 4 months being there

hey, after 4 months of being there w all those people i got to know the mean girls, the hot stuffs, the jocks, the cool kids, the nerds, the smarty pants and last but not least ME. i stand in the center of nothing. Well, its hard fr me to adapt w all this drama there but i learn. it has been a hard 4 months. i got ditched, ignored and cried every night. i knw im not the best person but neither is anyone else. as much as i love being away frm family dram i rather be in the drama of family rather than friends. i swear the fact that i just have somewhere to hope that somethings gonna be better next year is just hard. how much i love that im out of my house.but i still dont like being there. its been a though 4 months but im still alive so watever life goes on how hurt i am i still will always be strong enough to go thru this i hope. i think its enough bout this four months was a helll of a ride. okay later peeps. 

 lots of love, xx