great to be back home

so hey, waddup people!! heyy so i was back in KL fr bout a few weeks ago but my breaks gonna be over in a couple of weeks. im glad that im home. although i cry, laugh, smile, go out, stay up, party hard, be a mad person, sleep all day, go out well i love that but its gonnabe over god im so sad seriously. heyy i kinda miss those days where lifes just happy man those childhood days that was so cool. but watves im older now im 13 im gonna be 14 in 5 months. haih me n b'days. so watever it is i kinda miss everything but i still have to live my life. hey i just wish this 2 weeks to be perfecto man. SO PARTAY HARD BITCHES 2 WEEKS 2 SCHOOL. LOTS OF LOVE, xo

after 4 months being there

hey, after 4 months of being there w all those people i got to know the mean girls, the hot stuffs, the jocks, the cool kids, the nerds, the smarty pants and last but not least ME. i stand in the center of nothing. Well, its hard fr me to adapt w all this drama there but i learn. it has been a hard 4 months. i got ditched, ignored and cried every night. i knw im not the best person but neither is anyone else. as much as i love being away frm family dram i rather be in the drama of family rather than friends. i swear the fact that i just have somewhere to hope that somethings gonna be better next year is just hard. how much i love that im out of my house.but i still dont like being there. its been a though 4 months but im still alive so watever life goes on how hurt i am i still will always be strong enough to go thru this i hope. i think its enough bout this four months was a helll of a ride. okay later peeps. 

 lots of love, xx

second day in a boarding school

hey, Its me again. Waddup people!!!btw this is about my second day there. As always i hate school well that school usually i get over the new school within a week but here not really. So, my friend frm my old school who's name shall remain anon was there. I thought my day would change but it didnt i was so devestated i swear but yet u cant be any thing else than just a normal girl. okay next she is effin smart i swear n im just average. i just in everything that anyone every disliked. i just that normal girl that dont really get things done in a glimpse of an eye. i would love if i was smart n a genius but im lazy n it sucks. haih. hey im dont w that so toddles. much love, 

first day there

hey, its been a while since i ever blogged. well just wanna talk about boarding school life. So lets start w my first day, So on my first day i got ditch. it wasnt great cause i didnt knw anyone n i dont really have any friends there. i have one well i got ditch as i sayed. The day went by but it wasnt great cause it was fasting month. So on that day i didnt eat fr my dinner or wat we muslims call it breakfast. Im fine actually w everything there but its just that some people there are so mean. i wished that i could turn back time n stayed in SA but now i dont really have a choice. ive been forced to stay till my form 5's end. So i do hope the next year will be better. haih. pray fr me okay. that was my first day in a boarding school n hated it since. but come one i have to stay there i couldnt hate it forever rite. with love, xx